From Chronic Back Pain to God’s Strength: My 30-Year Journey as a Trainer

The Day Everything Changed
I’ll never forget the moment my back gave out for the first time. I was 32, and thought I knew everything about fitness. Boy, was I wrong. There I was, demonstrating a deadlift to a client when something in my lower back just… snapped. Not literally, thank God, but it felt like someone had taken a sledgehammer to my lumbar spine. The pain shot down my leg like electricity, and I had to grab onto the power rack just to keep from falling over.
That was thirty-six years ago, and honestly, it was the best thing that ever happened to my career as a trainer. https://www.rushwalter.com/the-temple-maintenance-program-biblical-stewardship-of-your-aging-body/ Sounds crazy, right? But sometimes God uses our greatest struggles to prepare us for our greatest purpose. “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28). I had no idea at the time, but that injury would become the foundation of continuing education that I’d learn about back pain, proper movement, and helping others find strength in their weakness.
The first few months after that initial injury were brutal. I tried everything – and I mean everything. Ice packs, heating pads, those weird magnetic therapy things my trusted friend swore by (spoiler alert: they didn’t work), massage therapy, chiropractic adjustments three times a week, and enough ibuprofen to probably damage my liver. The pain would come and go like an unwelcome house guest who never knew when to leave. Some days I felt like I was 80 years old instead of 32.
What really frustrated me was that I couldn’t figure out why this happened. I was young, I thought I was strong, and I’d been lifting weights for 10 plus years. But looking back now, I realize I was making some massive mistakes that probably 80% of people make when they first start training seriously. I was ego-lifting, ignoring proper form, and treating my body like it was indestructible. My form on deadlifts was terrible – I was rounding my back, not engaging my core properly, and lifting way more weight than I could handle safely. And feeling like I was immortal.
The Reality Check That Changed Everything
The wake-up call came about six months later when I bent over to pick up a pencil – a freaking pencil – and threw my back out so bad I couldn’t stand up straight for three days. That’s when I knew something had to change. I couldn’t keep living like this, and more importantly, I couldn’t keep training clients when I didn’t even understand what was happening to my own body. The irony wasn’t lost on me that I was supposed to be helping people get fit while I could barely function myself.
So I dove headfirst into learning everything I could about back pain, spinal anatomy, and movement patterns. I spent hours reading research papers from the Journal of Physical Therapy Science, took courses on functional movement screening, and started working with a physical therapist and a separate chiropractor who actually knew what they were talking about. These weren’t just some guys who would crack my back and send me on my way – they taught me about muscle imbalances, core stability, and how everything in your body is connected like a complex machine.
The biggest revelation was learning about something called the kinetic chain. Your back pain might not actually be a back problem at all. In my case, I had incredibly tight hip flexors from sitting too much, weak glutes that weren’t firing properly, and an anterior pelvic tilt that was putting constant stress on my lumbar spine. My back was just the victim, taking all the abuse because other parts of my body weren’t doing their job. It’s like having a weak link in a chain – eventually something’s gonna break, and it’s usually not where you expect it.
Here’s what I learned through years of trial and error: chronic back pain is rarely about one specific injury. https://www.rushwalter.com/the-3-hidden-reasons-your-back-pain-wont-go-away-after-50-and-how-faith-based-movement-fixes-them/ It’s usually a combination of poor movement patterns, muscle imbalances, and lifestyle factors that build up over time. Think of it like a dam with small cracks – everything seems fine until one day it all gives way. According to the American Physical Therapy Association, about 85% of back pain cases don’t have a specific identifiable cause, which explains why so many people struggle to find real solutions.
The Big Three That Saved My Career
The turning point in my recovery came when I started focusing on what I now call the “Big Three” fundamentals: core stability, hip mobility, and proper movement patterns. https://www.rushwalter.com/natural-movement-strength-patterns-for-real-world-power/ I know it sounds simple, but sometimes the best solutions are. “The simple believe anything, but the prudent give thought to their steps” (Proverbs 14:15). I had to learn to be prudent with my body instead of just believing I could push through everything with willpower.
Core stability was the game-changer, but not in the way most people think. I’m not talking about doing a million crunches or planks until you’re blue in the face. Real core stability is about learning how to brace your deep abdominal muscles – specifically the transverse abdominis – and maintain a neutral spine position during movement. Research shows that people with chronic low back pain have delayed activation of these deep core muscles, which is exactly what was happening to me.
I started with simple exercises like dead bugs and bird dogs – movements that teach your brain how to coordinate your core muscles properly. The dead bug exercise became my best friend. You lie on your back, knees bent at 90 degrees, and slowly extend opposite arm and leg while keeping your lower back pressed against the floor. Sounds easy, but most people can’t do it correctly for more than a few reps without their back arching. I spent weeks just mastering this one movement, and it was humbling as heck for someone who thought he was a hotshot trainer.
Hip mobility was another huge piece of the puzzle that I’d completely ignored. Years of sitting at desks, driving, and not moving through full ranges of motion had turned my hips into concrete blocks. The average American sits for about 13 hours a day, which creates adaptive shortening in the hip flexors and weakness in the glutes. I started doing specific stretches for my hip flexors, including the couch stretch and 90/90 hip stretches. The couch stretch alone – where you put your back foot up on a couch and stretch your hip flexor – probably added years to my career. I’d hold it for 2-3 minutes per side every single day.
When Faith Meets Physical Therapy
But here’s where things get interesting, and this is something they don’t teach you in personal training certification courses. The physical rehabilitation was only half the battle. The mental and spiritual aspect of dealing with chronic pain was something I wasn’t prepared for at all. There were days when I questioned whether I could continue as a trainer. The doubt would creep in like fog: “How can I help others get strong when I can’t even bend over without pain?”
That’s when I really leaned into my faith. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9). This verse became my daily reminder that strength isn’t just physical – it’s mental, emotional, and spiritual too. I started each day by reciting this verse while doing my mobility routine, and it became a powerful anchor during the tough moments.
I started viewing my back pain as a teacher rather than an enemy. It forced me to slow down, pay attention to my body, and develop a deeper understanding of how movement and pain interact. Every setback became a learning opportunity, and every small improvement was a victory worth celebrating. Some days the victory was just being able to put on my socks without wincing. Other days it was helping a client achieve something I thought I’d never be able to do again myself.
One of the most important discoveries was the connection between stress and back pain. During particularly stressful periods – like when I was starting my own training business or dealing with a close friends illness – my back pain would flare up like clockwork. The mind-body connection is absolutely real, and chronic stress increases cortisol levels, which can heighten pain sensitivity and slow healing. Learning stress management techniques like deep breathing, prayer, and proper sleep hygiene became just as important as the physical exercises I was doing.
The Hidden Factors Nobody Talks About
Sleep quality was a massive factor I hadn’t considered, and this is where a lot of people mess up their recovery. Poor sleep increases inflammatory markers in your body, decreases pain tolerance, and messes with your body’s natural healing processes. Studies show that people who sleep less than 6 hours a night are 2.5 times more likely to experience chronic pain. I had to completely overhaul my sleep habits – no more late-night internet education, invested in a quality mattress (spent about $1,200, but it was worth every penny), kept room temperature around 68 degrees, and established a consistent bedtime routine an hour before that included prayer and reading scripture.
The improvement in my back pain was noticeable within just a few weeks of better sleep. My morning stiffness decreased significantly, and I had more energy for my rehabilitation exercises. It’s amazing how something so basic can have such a profound impact on pain levels.
Nutrition played a bigger role than I expected too, and this is something I wish more trainers understood. I learned that certain foods can increase inflammation in your body, which can make pain worse. I’m not saying you need to go on some crazy elimination diet, but reducing processed foods, increasing omega-3 fatty acids from fish and walnuts, and staying properly hydrated made a real difference in how I felt day-to-day. I started eating fatty fish like salmon twice a week and noticed less joint stiffness within a month.
The journey wasn’t linear at all – that’s probably the most important thing for people to understand. There were setbacks, flare-ups, and moments when I thought I was back to square one. But each time, I had better tools to deal with it. I learned to recognize the early warning signs – that slight stiffness in the morning, the way my hip flexors felt after a long day, the subtle changes in how I moved when I was getting tired or stressed.
Three Decades Later: Lessons Learned
Today, over thirty years later, I still deal with back issues occasionally, but now they’re more like old friends giving me gentle reminders. But now I see them as signals to pay attention to what my body needs. Maybe I’ve been sitting too much during busy seasons, maybe I need to focus more on my mobility work, or maybe I’m carrying too much stress and need to spend more time in prayer, bible reading, and reflection.
The experience completely changed how I work with clients, and honestly made me a much better trainer. I can spot movement dysfunction from across the gym now – the way someone’s shoulder blade moves when they reach overhead, how their hips shift when they squat, the subtle compensation patterns that develop over time. More importantly, I can empathize with people who are dealing with chronic pain in a way that textbooks and certifications never taught me. There’s nothing like lived experience to help you truly understand what someone else is going through.
My approach with clients now starts with a thorough movement assessment using the Functional Movement Screen, not just jumping into heavy lifting like I used to do. We work on the fundamentals first – proper breathing patterns, core stability, basic movement patterns like hip hinges and squats – before we ever touch a barbell. It might seem boring compared to the flashy workouts you see on social media, but it’s what actually works for long-term success and injury prevention.
Looking back, I’m genuinely grateful for every moment of that journey, including the darkest days when I could barely get out of bed. It taught me humility, patience, and the importance of treating our bodies as the temples they are. “Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own” (1 Corinthians 6:19). This understanding completely changed how I approach fitness – it’s not about punishment or proving something to anyone, it’s about stewardship and honoring the body God gave us. Every rep, every stretch, every moment of rest is an act of worship when you see it that way.
Ready to Transform Your Back Pain Story?
After more than three decades of helping people overcome chronic back pain and movement dysfunction, I’ve learned that the best transformations happen when you have someone who truly understands your struggle walking alongside you. That’s why I’m passionate about working with online clients who are ready to take control of their back health and build real, lasting strength.
If you’re dealing with chronic back pain, I get it. I’ve been exactly where you are – frustrated, discouraged, and maybe even wondering if you’ll ever feel normal again. The good news is that with the right approach, proper guidance, and a willingness to do the work, you absolutely can reclaim your life and your strength.
My online coaching program combines everything I’ve learned over 30 years in the trenches with the convenience and personalized attention you need to succeed. We’ll start with a comprehensive movement assessment, develop your personalized “Big Three” fundamentals program, and work together to address not just your symptoms, but the root causes of your pain. Whether you’re a busy parent, a desk worker dealing with chronic stiffness, or an athlete trying to get back to peak performance, I’ll meet you exactly where you are and help you get where you want to be.
Ready to start your own transformation story? Let’s connect and see how we can work together to turn your pain into purpose, just like God did in my own journey. Email or text me today and we will begin your wellness transformation with smiles.
Thanks for reading this fitness blog. I hope you enjoy a healthy day, Walter